The more I carry on through life, the more I despise the things the world does to me. I scream at the sky for ripping the feathers from my once bright, white wings and making them bleed out. Our dreams progress into nightmares as we become older. The future is so bright when we are little, our tiny hands reaching up toward our guardians as we seek comfort in their arms. Our oblivious, weak minds strive to be ballerinas and chefs and superstars. But, as we grow older, reality shakes us and rattles us until we wake up. We wake up to people screaming at us, telling us /who/ to be, /what/ to be, who /to/ love, who /not/ to love. Telling us who /is/ loved and who /isn't/loved. Telling us to seek validation in every little thing we do. No longer is there anyone to reach up to, no longer is there a safe haven for us when we are older. The God I had so much faith in does not have any faith in me. At 10, I prayed for dolls and for grandma to bake me cookies the next day. At 20, I pray that I will no longer be lonely and I'll make it to the next day. Cruelty lurks around every corner I approach. I fear that soon, I will not have my wings anymore. Tell me, God, do you really love every one of us? If you do, why don't you show it? Answer me now, for I am afraid that I will not be here much longer, and when I leave, you will not be seeing me.
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